See him on the weekend.
Come home feeling sad because you're not hanging out with him anymore.
Go to sleep.
Wake up.
Feel crushing weight of loneliness and longing and feel awful about how scared you are to say anything and question everything about yourself and cry.
Write a blog post.
Monday, March 12, 2012
I should be doing homework
I am actually embarrassed that I'm this focused on him all the time.
This weekend was actually the best thing ever. I was so fucking happy when I got to hug him and sleep next to him. Even if he might've wanted me to just go away.
And Sunday was so lovely. But when he left I just felt like shit. We went to get food and I couldn't help talking about him. I was so close to crying. In the middle of grill'd on a perfectly nice night with amazing friends and really nothing to complain about. Because he went home. And I was too scared to say anything again.
I'm so sure he knows now. I mean, I spent half the night cuddled up to him in the spa and even with the excuses of cuddling everyone else and lack of sobriety I don't think I'm going to get away with that. Or lying on top of him while he was playing pokemon. Even if he was cold.
I might be imagining it but I feel like he avoids talking to me a bit. Probably because I make him uncomfortable.
I just wish this was easier. I wish writing this out didn't make me cry. I wish I could tell him. I wish everything could be as good as it was on that ride yesterday. Because I honestly don't think I've ever been happier.
This weekend was actually the best thing ever. I was so fucking happy when I got to hug him and sleep next to him. Even if he might've wanted me to just go away.
And Sunday was so lovely. But when he left I just felt like shit. We went to get food and I couldn't help talking about him. I was so close to crying. In the middle of grill'd on a perfectly nice night with amazing friends and really nothing to complain about. Because he went home. And I was too scared to say anything again.
I'm so sure he knows now. I mean, I spent half the night cuddled up to him in the spa and even with the excuses of cuddling everyone else and lack of sobriety I don't think I'm going to get away with that. Or lying on top of him while he was playing pokemon. Even if he was cold.
I might be imagining it but I feel like he avoids talking to me a bit. Probably because I make him uncomfortable.
I just wish this was easier. I wish writing this out didn't make me cry. I wish I could tell him. I wish everything could be as good as it was on that ride yesterday. Because I honestly don't think I've ever been happier.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Monday, February 27, 2012
toast with jam
wow that title is so lewd lololololol.
I love making jokes to no one about things barely anyone understands.
But yeah, I'm talking about jam again.
I went to a party this weekend that he went to too. And it was a valentines party - kinda. I'd written him a valentine letter thingy but i was too scared to give it to him. I didn't even talk to him that much. I did a bit. I just feel so boring when I try to talk him.
Anyway, the point of this story is that for a while I really felt like he liked me. And then I didn't talk to him for a while because school and because I felt like I was being annoying. And he didn't talk to me either. And then I was feeling really terrible about it because I tend to exaggerate things when I don't see/talk to the person.
When we went to tara's after the party she said I should give him the letter next time I see him. Also I wrote a thing and put it on the shipping wall. So he's seen my message now, it's just anon. Also it's a bit silly because I was drinking when I wrote it.
He started uni today and I sent him a message wishing him a good first day and he said "haha thanks :)" and basically I've interacted with him more in the last week than the two weeks previous. Which is nice. But now that he's started uni he might be all crazy busy. I know I'll see him in two weeks at may's though. Which is nice and I'm looking forward to it. But I'm scared because I'll have to make myself give him the letter.
Last night I was being all silly about him and listening to love songs and watching the lightning and blah. Being a huge teenagery douche. It's a strange thing to think I'm older than him. Because I can't imagine him being as immature as me. Maybe he is and I just don't know it. He's only 16. 16!
Then there's hugh and I am an awful person because I can't tell him to back off. I'd feel too mean for it but it's probably worse to let him keep pushing it like he is. bluh. I like the attention too much.
Now I'm ganna try to do yr 12 amongst all this internal conflict and emotional stuff all up in my brain. I have never been the kind of person who bought into all this stuff. I don't have crushes. Oh well. I have to say I kind of like it. Even if half the time I'm worried he doesn't like me. He always makes me happy. He's far funnier and smarter and awesomer than me.
Wow, now I just feel like he's way out of my league. Probably is. He's a super cool hipster, no matter how much he denies it. I even like his instagram. And his random guitar playing in public. And his hair. bluh. I have too much spare thinking time.
tl;dr: steph likes jam and doesn't know if he likes her back, angst ensues.
I love making jokes to no one about things barely anyone understands.
But yeah, I'm talking about jam again.
I went to a party this weekend that he went to too. And it was a valentines party - kinda. I'd written him a valentine letter thingy but i was too scared to give it to him. I didn't even talk to him that much. I did a bit. I just feel so boring when I try to talk him.
Anyway, the point of this story is that for a while I really felt like he liked me. And then I didn't talk to him for a while because school and because I felt like I was being annoying. And he didn't talk to me either. And then I was feeling really terrible about it because I tend to exaggerate things when I don't see/talk to the person.
When we went to tara's after the party she said I should give him the letter next time I see him. Also I wrote a thing and put it on the shipping wall. So he's seen my message now, it's just anon. Also it's a bit silly because I was drinking when I wrote it.
He started uni today and I sent him a message wishing him a good first day and he said "haha thanks :)" and basically I've interacted with him more in the last week than the two weeks previous. Which is nice. But now that he's started uni he might be all crazy busy. I know I'll see him in two weeks at may's though. Which is nice and I'm looking forward to it. But I'm scared because I'll have to make myself give him the letter.
Last night I was being all silly about him and listening to love songs and watching the lightning and blah. Being a huge teenagery douche. It's a strange thing to think I'm older than him. Because I can't imagine him being as immature as me. Maybe he is and I just don't know it. He's only 16. 16!
Then there's hugh and I am an awful person because I can't tell him to back off. I'd feel too mean for it but it's probably worse to let him keep pushing it like he is. bluh. I like the attention too much.
Now I'm ganna try to do yr 12 amongst all this internal conflict and emotional stuff all up in my brain. I have never been the kind of person who bought into all this stuff. I don't have crushes. Oh well. I have to say I kind of like it. Even if half the time I'm worried he doesn't like me. He always makes me happy. He's far funnier and smarter and awesomer than me.
Wow, now I just feel like he's way out of my league. Probably is. He's a super cool hipster, no matter how much he denies it. I even like his instagram. And his random guitar playing in public. And his hair. bluh. I have too much spare thinking time.
tl;dr: steph likes jam and doesn't know if he likes her back, angst ensues.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
hehehe secrety bloggy stuff
I am so sneaky.
So basically I have loads of new friends and they don't know about this blog and my friends who do know about it have almost certainly forgotten about it so I can write whatever I want here.
And what I want to write about is a boy. How original.
But this one is a boy that I actually talk to so it's an upgraded version of the blogs I wrote two years ago... and have since deleted.
Ok, so everyone knows so I won't bother trying to be all secrety. His name's Jim and I sometimes call him Jam.
The first time I met him was at a homestuck meet in a park and he was climbing a tree with skill while I sat kinda half up the tree and he said he was going to find more trees and I went with him (and some others) because climbing trees rules. So we climbed trees together although I was incredibly bad at it and he was swinging around like a monkey. We just kinda talked to each other a fair bit and it was really fun. We went to feed ducks and we were sitting near each other and talking and then we climbed a tree with only Ruby staying with us and we walked back to out stuff together.
Then he added me on facebook and we talked to each other there and blah blah it was good. We talked about serious-ish stuff and were generally silly. :D
Then I planned a camping thing at my house with some of our friends and he came and we got attacked by a spa together and we spent the second (and last) night holding hands and I may have been slightly slightly ecstatic about it. And I played with his hair the next day and it was nice.
And I was texting him a bit last week and stuff.
Basically the point is: I like him a lot. I would kind of like to tell him but I'm not really sure. I mostly don't want to be rejected... which is obvious but still.
I spent about an hour tonight looking through the 'valentines' tag on tumblr. And I spend far too much time relating songs to him. And just thinking about him in general.
I wish he lived closer. Or I did.
I wish I knew if he liked me. Because he definitely seemed flirty just after I met him and stuff but now I don't know. Maybe he got to know me and realised he didn't like me like that :( Or maybe I'm just getting used to it from talking to him so much. I really hope I haven't talked to him too much and made myself annoying.
But I don't want to think about that.
I tend to think about things too much and the longer it's been since I saw a person the worse I expect them to think of me. Because people make me happy and being away from them makes me sad.
Oh well, school starts soon so I'll be distracted. Hopefully. And then I'll see him again soon enough.
MAH MAH MAH
FEELING ARE HAPPENING.
And damn it feels weird posting this while I'm in a chatty thing with him.
So basically I have loads of new friends and they don't know about this blog and my friends who do know about it have almost certainly forgotten about it so I can write whatever I want here.
And what I want to write about is a boy. How original.
But this one is a boy that I actually talk to so it's an upgraded version of the blogs I wrote two years ago... and have since deleted.
Ok, so everyone knows so I won't bother trying to be all secrety. His name's Jim and I sometimes call him Jam.
The first time I met him was at a homestuck meet in a park and he was climbing a tree with skill while I sat kinda half up the tree and he said he was going to find more trees and I went with him (and some others) because climbing trees rules. So we climbed trees together although I was incredibly bad at it and he was swinging around like a monkey. We just kinda talked to each other a fair bit and it was really fun. We went to feed ducks and we were sitting near each other and talking and then we climbed a tree with only Ruby staying with us and we walked back to out stuff together.
Then he added me on facebook and we talked to each other there and blah blah it was good. We talked about serious-ish stuff and were generally silly. :D
Then I planned a camping thing at my house with some of our friends and he came and we got attacked by a spa together and we spent the second (and last) night holding hands and I may have been slightly slightly ecstatic about it. And I played with his hair the next day and it was nice.
And I was texting him a bit last week and stuff.
Basically the point is: I like him a lot. I would kind of like to tell him but I'm not really sure. I mostly don't want to be rejected... which is obvious but still.
I spent about an hour tonight looking through the 'valentines' tag on tumblr. And I spend far too much time relating songs to him. And just thinking about him in general.
I wish he lived closer. Or I did.
I wish I knew if he liked me. Because he definitely seemed flirty just after I met him and stuff but now I don't know. Maybe he got to know me and realised he didn't like me like that :( Or maybe I'm just getting used to it from talking to him so much. I really hope I haven't talked to him too much and made myself annoying.
But I don't want to think about that.
I tend to think about things too much and the longer it's been since I saw a person the worse I expect them to think of me. Because people make me happy and being away from them makes me sad.
Oh well, school starts soon so I'll be distracted. Hopefully. And then I'll see him again soon enough.
MAH MAH MAH
FEELING ARE HAPPENING.
And damn it feels weird posting this while I'm in a chatty thing with him.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
I am actually happy today, despite this.
*This blog is me being the kind of person I get annoyed at, keep that in mind.*
So... I sometimes wonder how other people think of me. Not like, if they think I'm nice or anything (althought that too) I think about whether they care about me. Because I really care about people. It's almost ironic that one of my friends said in a speech that I don't care what other people think of me. I sometimes think it's the people who don't seem to care that care the most. I spend way too much of my time caring.
I think I might be a natural stalker or something because I like to know what people are doing... I'm so weird.
I don't know if people feel anywhere near how I feel about my friends. I value every second I spend with them. When I get an email from a friend I can't help but smile. I try my hardest to spend time wiht them because that's what makes me happy. Sometimes it feels like they do not like being with me.
I'm aware that I can be very annoying. I tell stupid stories and I never shut up. Annoying. But I try really hard to stop doing things like that coz I know they annoy people. I want people to want to be around me. There are times when I try to figure what makes me want to be with people so that I can do it too.
I'm so clingy and annoying and ridiculously jealous.
My friend tells me she's going somewhere with another of my friends, I must be there.
I'm terrified of being left out and not being friends with them anymore.
I want them to ask me to do things with them, because they want to be around me.
Complain, complain, complain.
Dude, I really never shut up.
This blog makes no sense because I'm babbling.
And yes, I am showing this to my friends because I want them to know and I could never say this stuff to them in person.
My biggest worry right now is that they'll see the link to my blog and ignore it.
So... I sometimes wonder how other people think of me. Not like, if they think I'm nice or anything (althought that too) I think about whether they care about me. Because I really care about people. It's almost ironic that one of my friends said in a speech that I don't care what other people think of me. I sometimes think it's the people who don't seem to care that care the most. I spend way too much of my time caring.
I think I might be a natural stalker or something because I like to know what people are doing... I'm so weird.
I don't know if people feel anywhere near how I feel about my friends. I value every second I spend with them. When I get an email from a friend I can't help but smile. I try my hardest to spend time wiht them because that's what makes me happy. Sometimes it feels like they do not like being with me.
I'm aware that I can be very annoying. I tell stupid stories and I never shut up. Annoying. But I try really hard to stop doing things like that coz I know they annoy people. I want people to want to be around me. There are times when I try to figure what makes me want to be with people so that I can do it too.
I'm so clingy and annoying and ridiculously jealous.
My friend tells me she's going somewhere with another of my friends, I must be there.
I'm terrified of being left out and not being friends with them anymore.
I want them to ask me to do things with them, because they want to be around me.
Complain, complain, complain.
Dude, I really never shut up.
This blog makes no sense because I'm babbling.
And yes, I am showing this to my friends because I want them to know and I could never say this stuff to them in person.
My biggest worry right now is that they'll see the link to my blog and ignore it.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Thirty Days of Music (in one)
People on facebook are doing this 30 day song challenge thing and so I decided to do it but, as we all know, I am shit and doing things with any sort of consistancy. Therefore I will be doing all of it in one go! woot!
I'll give youtube links to the songs but I can't get hyperlinks to work so... dang.
day 01 - your favorite song: The World's Still Ending but it's Cool - Blue Skies.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5ciMMVKcxg
day 02 - your least favorite song: Thao with The Get Down Stay Down - When We Swam. I don't know why, I just hate this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjzKkyQoe1U
day 03 - a song that makes you happy: CANDYPOP - Heatsdales Feat. SOUL'd Out . Always makes me happy. So does the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpngPL1-Fq4
day 04 - a song that makes you sad: This one was a toss up so I've gone for two. Both songs have made me cry, one I wrote about in my last blog so I wanted to give a new one but I thought they bothe deserved a mention.
Alaska - Blue Skies
Dinosaur - Kisschasy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kHtxxv3qYo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-Qs5Wgp4Qw
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone: Bad Romance - Lady Gaga. From a whole night singing this song loudly and badly with Alex. In the fort. That I made. When I was 15.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere: I'm on a Boat - The Lonely Island. Camp this year in the mounrtains. I don't know the exact location but it was pretty. We altered it to be "I'm on a Horse"... horse riding camp.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avaSdC0QOUM
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event: Where's Margo - Hank Green. Reminds me of eating pepermint slice on the poppet head in the wind. Then getting into the video :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MKbMWOBlWA
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to: I know all the words to a lot of songs, I'm good with lyrics, but one that I'm really proud of is Nape of the Neck - Miku Hatsune (はすつねみく)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNrBkQoc_-U
... but I don't sing it near japanese people.
day 09 - a song that you can dance to: CHALLENGER - Diggy MO. Epic song. In japanese. So awesome.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nBL8pLcX14
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep: Ironically, it's called Say Awake - Lydia. So lovely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSRYo0vrNa8
day 11 - a song from your favorite band: I don't have a favourite band but I do really like Blue Skies' covers (and orignals), so Flathead - The Fratellis, covered by Blue Skies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8WpxgDh5Rs
day 12 - a song from a band you hate: Only Girl (in the world) - Rihanna. No words decribe how much I hate it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pa14VNsdSYM&feature=artistob&playnext=1&list=TLBH-l-2ZM05k
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure: If you could read my mind - Stars on 54
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lwvPFk77l8
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love: Pricetag - Jessie J Feat. B.o.B. My sister kept playing this until I liked it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lwvPFk77l8
day 15 - a song that describes you: Happy Medium - Julia Nunes. I dunno really, I just relate to this song and the whole happy medium thing. Good song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFfvrY2hk7o
... someone filmed her singing it so it's not perfect but it's still good.
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate: Accio Deathly Hallows - Hank Green. I don't so much hate it as I've just listened to it too many times. I skip it on my ipod.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvvFiZyEyTA
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio: Snoop Dogg - Sweat (David Guetta Remix). I only listen to the radio in the car but this is on the radio soooooo often.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnEXrbAQyIo
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio: Don't unplug me - ALL CAPS. Coz really, how awesome would that be?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_51Hs56wW4
day 19 - a song from your favorite album: Chemical Love - Charlie McDonnell. His album is lovely. Also I don't have a lot of albums.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAigCKiqYvw
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - False Pretense. I listen to it at other times too but it's a good angry song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiCZdvQXULE
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy: Saskia Hamilton - Ben Folds and Nick Hornby.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JP5lUN_4Eo
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad: Butterfly in the Breeze - Eddplant. It's kind of pessimistic so when I'm sad I listen to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDIND1F7FR8
... starts about 1:40
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding: In the Shadows - The Rasumus. Love this song. Inside jokes from yr7 FTW!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ao2u7F_Qzg
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral: Once more with feeling - Blue Skies cover (Get Cape, Wear Cape, Fly). So pretty.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzOcC1kKwXQ
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh: Fever for the Flava - Hot Action Cop. Hilarity at it's best.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAURo0rwt6g
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument: Hot Cross Buns.
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play: July - Ryan Seiler. Recent adition to my music but I love it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_HJgvmEYJM
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty: Just A Little Girl - Trading Yesterday. There's a line in this song that says "You could never understand the demons that I've faced." I feel like I can't help my friends when they need(or needed) me because I just can't understand. So I feel guilty for being so ever-happy andd ever-optimistic. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aWqx6cmIrs
day 29 - a song from your childhood: From Little Things Big Things Grow - Paul Kelly. My dad always used to sing it to me and change the words to "From little Stephs big Stephs grow".
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tHEGo-g3mw
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year: Talking Bird - Death Cab for Cutie. I had the demo from one of their EPs I bought. It's just nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tk4LAVfbn5E
There. Thirty days of music in one go.
I'll give youtube links to the songs but I can't get hyperlinks to work so... dang.
day 01 - your favorite song: The World's Still Ending but it's Cool - Blue Skies.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5ciMMVKcxg
day 02 - your least favorite song: Thao with The Get Down Stay Down - When We Swam. I don't know why, I just hate this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjzKkyQoe1U
day 03 - a song that makes you happy: CANDYPOP - Heatsdales Feat. SOUL'd Out . Always makes me happy. So does the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpngPL1-Fq4
day 04 - a song that makes you sad: This one was a toss up so I've gone for two. Both songs have made me cry, one I wrote about in my last blog so I wanted to give a new one but I thought they bothe deserved a mention.
Alaska - Blue Skies
Dinosaur - Kisschasy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kHtxxv3qYo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-Qs5Wgp4Qw
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone: Bad Romance - Lady Gaga. From a whole night singing this song loudly and badly with Alex. In the fort. That I made. When I was 15.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere: I'm on a Boat - The Lonely Island. Camp this year in the mounrtains. I don't know the exact location but it was pretty. We altered it to be "I'm on a Horse"... horse riding camp.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avaSdC0QOUM
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event: Where's Margo - Hank Green. Reminds me of eating pepermint slice on the poppet head in the wind. Then getting into the video :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2MKbMWOBlWA
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to: I know all the words to a lot of songs, I'm good with lyrics, but one that I'm really proud of is Nape of the Neck - Miku Hatsune (はすつねみく)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNrBkQoc_-U
... but I don't sing it near japanese people.
day 09 - a song that you can dance to: CHALLENGER - Diggy MO. Epic song. In japanese. So awesome.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nBL8pLcX14
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep: Ironically, it's called Say Awake - Lydia. So lovely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSRYo0vrNa8
day 11 - a song from your favorite band: I don't have a favourite band but I do really like Blue Skies' covers (and orignals), so Flathead - The Fratellis, covered by Blue Skies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8WpxgDh5Rs
day 12 - a song from a band you hate: Only Girl (in the world) - Rihanna. No words decribe how much I hate it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pa14VNsdSYM&feature=artistob&playnext=1&list=TLBH-l-2ZM05k
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure: If you could read my mind - Stars on 54
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lwvPFk77l8
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love: Pricetag - Jessie J Feat. B.o.B. My sister kept playing this until I liked it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lwvPFk77l8
day 15 - a song that describes you: Happy Medium - Julia Nunes. I dunno really, I just relate to this song and the whole happy medium thing. Good song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFfvrY2hk7o
... someone filmed her singing it so it's not perfect but it's still good.
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate: Accio Deathly Hallows - Hank Green. I don't so much hate it as I've just listened to it too many times. I skip it on my ipod.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvvFiZyEyTA
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio: Snoop Dogg - Sweat (David Guetta Remix). I only listen to the radio in the car but this is on the radio soooooo often.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnEXrbAQyIo
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio: Don't unplug me - ALL CAPS. Coz really, how awesome would that be?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_51Hs56wW4
day 19 - a song from your favorite album: Chemical Love - Charlie McDonnell. His album is lovely. Also I don't have a lot of albums.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAigCKiqYvw
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - False Pretense. I listen to it at other times too but it's a good angry song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiCZdvQXULE
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy: Saskia Hamilton - Ben Folds and Nick Hornby.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JP5lUN_4Eo
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad: Butterfly in the Breeze - Eddplant. It's kind of pessimistic so when I'm sad I listen to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDIND1F7FR8
... starts about 1:40
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding: In the Shadows - The Rasumus. Love this song. Inside jokes from yr7 FTW!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ao2u7F_Qzg
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral: Once more with feeling - Blue Skies cover (Get Cape, Wear Cape, Fly). So pretty.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzOcC1kKwXQ
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh: Fever for the Flava - Hot Action Cop. Hilarity at it's best.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAURo0rwt6g
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument: Hot Cross Buns.
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play: July - Ryan Seiler. Recent adition to my music but I love it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_HJgvmEYJM
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty: Just A Little Girl - Trading Yesterday. There's a line in this song that says "You could never understand the demons that I've faced." I feel like I can't help my friends when they need(or needed) me because I just can't understand. So I feel guilty for being so ever-happy andd ever-optimistic. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7aWqx6cmIrs
day 29 - a song from your childhood: From Little Things Big Things Grow - Paul Kelly. My dad always used to sing it to me and change the words to "From little Stephs big Stephs grow".
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tHEGo-g3mw
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year: Talking Bird - Death Cab for Cutie. I had the demo from one of their EPs I bought. It's just nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tk4LAVfbn5E
There. Thirty days of music in one go.
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