Having a Slight Attack...

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i'm having a slight attack at the moment. it's because of my withdrawal. i was trying to do my maths homework but i had to stop and do this so i wouldn't have to think about it too much, just to get it out.

now that you al think i do drugs i'm going to give an explaination. i am addictced to writing. it's really good for getting feelings and thoughts across and when you write you can make up your own world and people won't think you're retarded or mentally ill because fiction writing is a real career and people love to read.. to escape.

the reason i had a writing attack of sorts is because i'm reading a really good book and it made me want to write. lots of things do that to me, if i hear a song i really like i want to make music, if i see a painting i want to paint, but with writing it's stronger. the thing about writing is that you don't need any expertise to do it. your writing may not be as good if you're under practiced but it will still make sense if you use words that people around you understand and story telling isn't a hard skill to pick up.

anyway i wanted to write down about how i needed to write because letting it out (and also the writing part) makes me stop having a spaz and go back to being (moderately) normal... or as normal as i can get.

i'm doing NaNoWriMo. for anyone who doesn't know what that is i can't be bothered to explain but if you do know then good for you, i'm doing it. should be fun.. all i need is an idea now. we'll get there.

so yay for writing, yay for spaz attacks and yay for fooling you into thinking i was addicted to something unhealthy (i mantain that writing is healthy... maybe not for your body but it's good for your mind).

hopefully one day i can write full proper novels and make other people go writing spaz.
Ok i'm good now, cya

Steph